I'm feeling a little ehish right now.I'm not having an ok start on my New Year.I guess it's because I'm feeling strongly and I've been feeling a little extra clingy.Whoops (my mood says irriated cause I'm annoyed at myself but I couldn't find moody so)

I should get out my emotions.I want to be only my loves and I don't want to be anyone elses.Straight foward right?Wrong...I feel like Arima from Kano Kane when he tells Yukino how much he feels about her that he really loves her and he's afraid to show it all because he might scare her.Well thats how I feel.I feel that I need to pull back a little bit because I don't want to scare him...though I think I already have...and it makes me angry at myself because I can't keep a stupid lid on it!*sigh*I just hope he realizes I'm sorry for being the way I am and I love him very much.

Other than that I'm PMSy...How fun...I didn't go to school today because if I did hell woulda broke loose.Stupid headache.*pokes the wall*I'll live though.

I need to prepare for getting into college this year and driving and yay!Adult bull...I'm turning 17 on April 11th and my drivers test is on April 13th.Spring break too.Hurray...NOT.My parents won't take me driving and they think I'm a bad driver when it's their minds...anyway yeah just ranting here.I need to let it out SOMEHOW right?

I don't wanna deal with the end of this month.I got stupid midterms Yay...not...*sigh* I guess I kinda can't wait for February...for...well another reason...*cough*But yeah ok.

It was good to get all this out now everyone knows what the heck is up with me